February The First

10:48 PM

Very few people know it, but I have an online journal that only I know the link to. In our world, I think it's natural for people to want to keep a decent record of their lives; whether these moments be good or bad, they want to remember what they went through. I have various journals and online blogs that expose my childish behaviors. Antics and such that are purely embarrassing to even mention. I have a lot of lurkers in various aspects of my life as well, so lurkers, eat your hearts out. I'll post hidden messages and ridiculous pictures in here. Why? Because I can. And if you don't want to read it, then, well, simply put... don't read it.

I'll start now then. It's Monday, February 1, 2010. 10:53 PM, central. My night tonight consisted of a whole lot of nothing, which I had absolutely no problem with. I watched the movie Confide, which of course has made me rethink my entire life. I'm questioning whether or not your sudden reappearance in my life is a good idea. I don't regret knowing you, I regret putting myself in a situation in which I cannot control. I hate being in a situation where I overanalyze everything and then realize that I am just another girl to you. When in reality, it shouldn't be that way.

I need to do laundry or I'm going to start walking around naked, no one wants that, believe me.

Until later, love you.